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Friday, February 11, 2005

yay~ i'm here again.. first and for most~ HAPPY LUNAR NEW YR to my frenz out there!! well well.. its been such a long time since i last blog.. lazi mi! *knock myself against da wall* wahaha~ lame.. *wondering* y i got for myself such a nick sometimes? swinerolene? haha! as time pass by.. i guess i completely accepted tis stupid nick! cuz.. recently i felt i'm really a pig!! i've been eating non-stop since eve of lunar new yr.. theres really lotsa food station at my hse! and everywhere i go, theres all da new yr stuff for mi to munch.. how can i resist those temptation? cant blame mi actually.. i'm juz a innocent ger who cant resist those temptation.. wahaha~ sooo.. i'm assuming after tis new yr feastive, i'm gonna gain ard 10 pounds for eating these goodies! my face is getting rounder, and yea! double chin is getting bigger! gosh, how great can this be~ shit!! *yawnz* haha.. oh ya tis yr i'm really down on luck.. was playing black jack wib cousin.. but losing it every round.. not a single luck to get black jack b4.. really suay~ lost ard 50 bucks.. so decided to stop playing since i noe i'm not going to win.. and! wib those spare time at grandma hse.. i went to chew all those new yr goodies! Zzz! wat a swine uh? lOlz! *sad case* for mi.. haha.. anyway i enjoyed my new yr.. having a great time wib all my cousin and those uncle, aunties! and of cuz not forgetting to mention how overjoy i'm to receive those "ang bao" hehe.. wib those $$ i'm finally going to get myself a mp3! sound so outdated uh? but tats mi~ wahaha!
Few days ago.. went to watch a movie wib kuma and ting.. called "feng shui" its a nice show!! kinda scary.. and i can see kuma is enjoying himself during da show.. cuz... ting2 was sitting right beside him!! keke~ isnt it sweet? lolz! =X ok stop these craps.. haha.. and yea chi~ i enjoyed ur bdae vvv muchie.. went over ur hse to party and kbox after tat.. great day! hope u will like the present we brought for u~ all da best wishes for u~ muackz!
Hmmm actually today was kinda angry wib daddy.. he's didnt trust mi till now since da incident happened last yr..my heart was aching everytime to see him suppesting mi.. last yr.. i tot ite was a v slacking place.. i run off frm sch everyday.. my attendant was below the required.. they sent letters to my hse.. i collect those letters and dump it into the bin wibout letting any of my family member know.. and continue to run away frm lesson.. finally class advisor called my parent up.. i wasnt aware about tat.. when i reached hm.. my bro lecture mi.. my mum asked mi 'why'? as for my dad.. he's speechless.. when i look into his eyes.. i can see da sadness in him.. my mum told mi he was heartbroken to know tat his daughter did such an act.. he cant believe it.. though to others.. this was juz a small matter to their parent.. but to my family.. tat was a great sin.. i know i was wrong.. i really changed alot after tat.. i admit i still run away frm lesson now.. but at least i juz run away frm unimportant lesson and i always tried to attend all da lesson if i can.. teacher praised mi for getting good attandant recently.. my mates know i've been attending sch.. but not my mum and dad.. they still doubt mi.. i hate of being accuse when i'm doing it rite.. sometimes i really hate being born it tis family.. but after a moment i no longer think abt it tat way.. i know i'm blessed in tis family.. my parent actually dotes on mi alot2.. daddy don limit mi wib how much i'm spending.. he placed hundreds of bucks in da drawer everyday for mi to tk myself.. but i noe my limit.. i onli tk wat i nid.. how can a parent have so much trust in their kids? my parents did.. i noe they loved mi.. mummy dotes on mi lots.. she simply loves scolding & nagging at mi.. always making mi pissed off.. but i noe she still love mi lots deep down inside her.. and oso i have da best brother on earth! he dotes on mi in everyway.. i'm really blessed to b in tis family.. how can i still have such a hate sometimes? i'm really a dumb! i loved them lots too.. juz hoping tat time will help to regain my part of trust in them.. i nv regret to be in tis family.. i swear.. =D daddy! trust mi pls~ i'll nv hurt u again! have faith in mi, mummy~! i love u guys.. tats my confession for today~ *gone*

i danced @ 9:49 AM