Its been some days since i post an entry. Well due to my never ending tv programs and my school projects rushing at the very last minutes. Sometimes i just wonder, i do have alot of free time, how come i did not fully utilise my time? Finally i realised, its all about self-control - nothing else. Just like how much tonnes of food i gobble down into my stomach? Oh gosh, you wouldnt want to know! I desperately need a change and more self control ;)

Oh 21 Dec 2007, Happy Birthday Lala! Okok i know i was FIVE minutes late, but my greetings came from the bottom of my heart! Hey you don't know how much i misses you!

Ask me how did i spend my xmas eve? well, it was just a stay over at "a friend" house, nothing much we did, purely having our very own space watching the drama on screen. Sometimes i wonder, maybe things just didn't work out for us, we no longer chat like how we used to, you seems to have stuff hidden beneath somewhere. Which is real, which is fake? I can't figure it out anymore. Someone once told me, even if you treat a person good, don't expect the same treatment back but i think its too hard for that. No longer i wish to try, i'm just letting it be. Don't question me why, i don't wish to answer.

Christmas day was Serene birthday, Happy 21st! Have a great time meeting up with my dear ladies once again, they meant so much in my life - they are so true, so real. I miss them. Hey not saying bad stuff about other close friend of mine, you know i love you guys too! Well, met shawn over at the party, oh cant imagine the small world once again, we just keep bumping into old mates. Dad and mum came over costa sand to fetch me, i can never ask for a better dad and mum in life.


I should have stand damn properly and arrange my hair -.-

I said, "I Am Legend" is damn nice, is like the best movie i ever watched since my all time favourite final destination. However i just don't get it why others don't find it good? Hmmm perhaps this is what i learn in school - different perception.

Today is the eve of new year, i'm staying home wholly cause of spending this last day of the year with my mum. In life, we need to arrange our priority, for this year she is my first priority. Even thou she doesn't express her appreciation, i know she was really happy that i choose to stay home with her instead going bar with friends. I can felt it mum, you love me just like how i loved you, i'm your life, so are you.

Alrite let's announce my 2008 new year resolution!
1) Nevertheless, ever standing top resolution - SLIM DOWN!
Ok i have mentioned like 5898236162times but it just didn't work out in 2007, so self-control comes in for the coming 2008! I can do it!
2) Poly grades getting better year by year and hopefully push it up to at least above 3.8gpa or some achieving award!
3) I want all my loved families and friends to stay healthy and free from any sickness, stay happy and cheerful always!
4) A new year, a new start. Forget the past and look forward to the future, i can feel that, deep inside, my good days are approaching.
5) Random wishes.

Ok i shall stop at 5, let's not ask too much in life - be satisfy with what you have now, work toward your goals!

To my friends out there, big thank to you guys for being there thru my ups and downs in 2007. Good luck to everyone in the coming 2008! Have a blessing year ahead! ;)